behind 10-19, aka police headquarters, aka my work, is some dude's farm or something. everyday i see this random odd looking blue bird with some really weird head thing going on. he is always there, so i am assuming he lives there. granted, i realize that birds have nests that they live in, but you never think of a bird just living on a farm of some sort (sorry people, but i didn't grow up on a farm). i don't know, it just seems kinda cool to me that it has a domicile (Legl 4150 rules!!). also, as i walked to my jeep after work today, it started to rain pretty hard. as it began to come down, two horses in the field ran together under a tree to stay dry. again, maybe not odd to some, but its fascinating to realize that horses can reason in such a way. they didn't just stumble upon shelter by aimlessly wondering the field in the rain, but they knew to go there because they remembered in the past. its absolutely amazing. the point of the story is, never underestimate our fellow beings of this earth. in fact, most of them are probably smarter than most of us. you don't see them driving around with the parking break on.
earlier today i did this quiz that i found on matthew's diary (by the way matt, i'm done reading everything. now freaking update already. its like reading a good book, but without the last chapter). you can find the quiz here. The topic is, "what does your birth month say about you?" what does mine say you ask? well i'm glad you did:
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
insanely, they all really apply believe it or not. you may be skeptical about some, but if you think about it, i really can be generous and sympathetic. i bolded the ones that are just scary because of how right on they are. anyways, thought that was quite coincidental, although interesting.
so back to the exam from last week. lets just lay it all out. i won't post scores, just letter grades. mike and i equally got an A, whereas jess got a C+. let me tell you why i suck, as a person to study with. i feel like i could have done so much more to help get her a better grade. i feel like it is both mike and my responsibility to make sure all four of us do as good as we can. i feel like i didn't take this exam as serious as i should have. i feel like i have let both the firm and jess down. i feel like i would rather have gotten a worse grade, and she had gotten a better one that i because she knew freaking everything as we quizzed each other. she deserved what i got, and i deserved to be bummed over my grade. now granted, i've heard from numerous peeps that it isn't my responsibility and that sometimes we just have to accept things that have happened. so sorry if i can't do that. this exam was freaking hard and i have no clue how i was able to do so good. the point of all this is: jess is gonna tell me, "blah blah blah, it wasn't your fault, i should have done more, yada yada yada," but i don't care to hear it. i'm sorry we didn't do more to help you out, i didn't deserve the grade i got, we still have lyndsie to take the exam, so hopefully we can help her out as much as we can, and mike, you are lucky i didn't get 1 more point than you. now that i am writing all this, it seems like most would think this isn't that big a deal, but its something i've been thinking about all weekend and feelin pretty bummed about.
oh, and p.s., you guys all freaking missed out on the greatest dance party of the century tonight. i'm not sure where it was or who went, but i'm sure it was great!
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